William's soultray

Pieces of us

These are the pieces of us,

Once whole, broken and can’t reverse,

These are the moments we shared,

Blown away, pieces once paired,

All that is left,

Is the tears that I’ve wept,

The nights I spent awake,

Wallowing in pity, for your love was fake,

Oh how i wish i could go back,

Take all my love, all in one pack,

You’ve broken me, my heart, down to my core,

Torn me apart, feeling all sore,

How do i live,

With no love left to give,

Just pieces,

Pieces of us.

End

Who are you behind that mask,

I’m sorry i have to ask,

What is behind that smile,

That pretentious lifestyle,

Why do you hide your feelings,

Disguise your emotions in all your dealings,

Is it all for society,

Is it because they can’t take pity,

Why do you always say you are fine,

When there’s a light that no longer shines,

Just a heart full of repression,

And a mind full of depression,

On the socials you seek attention,

Preying for fake love and affection,

In every one eyes you are perfection,

Deep down all is lost: destruction,

Oh what have we become,

Monsters cruel reckless numb,

Caught in a web of lies,

Darkness so loud no one can hear the cries,

Listen

Love

Care

And most importantly be there..

End..

I might probably be last person to talk about this because billions of people all around the world have done it since the beginning of time. God did it. Adam did it, well eve not so much if you know what i mean .. is it really possible to love someone soo much that one would choose to give everything just to be with them? Look i am not saying that it would be a bad thing to find someone who is willing to really really love you that much I’m just not sure if it’s even healthy… it’s just that i find it clingy not to mention kind of mean you know? Especially if you dont feel the same. It is weird how the mind brings an ‘in the moment’ kind of feeling. “I really like you but that was only ‘in the moment’ ” it is sometimes what we say that makes such an experience not worth living and re-living. Some one might say you only fall in love once but then again why do we say you fall in love if the end you get broken… i guess it is a process. You have to fall first then get broken and then you rise gather all the strength you can,pick up those pieces fall in love again only this time it is worse you will get broken Hurt more and probably choose not to do it again… but seriously though is it worth it? Call me a coward but why go through all of it again and again and again i am so sure if love was literal like fire no one would do it. But then again i wonder which is more painful emotional torture or physical pain. I am a lover myself and i once or twice engage in the process of love but here comes my theory… is it possible love is like that societal norm that has to be followed for one to be considered normal? You know i am in love so i am normal i am weird because i am emotionally unstable rendering me incapable of loving someone that much… it is true also that we are human and sometimes we need human touch someone to listen to our problems someone to have coital relationships with have a life makes mistakes probably die for and and get buried with… but is it really worth it? Geting your heart dismantled over and over again for someone whose name isn’t oxygen… call it ego but I don’t feel that way i feel it’s probably right not to engage in such a duel especially if it leads to pain it is like playing Russian roulette only this time we use hearts for bullets and words for guns.. don’t get me wrong i maybe wrong but this is how i feel .. i feel that if love doesn’t work for you once twice let me give it a thrice just let it go.. sometimes it is good to give up let it go and i am not talking about these flings we have that last shorter than that sip of hot coffee… i mean the love we freely give to others thinking that it is a reciprocal of what we recieve maybe it’s time i learn to expect less of what i give or maybe its time i give more and learn to expect less

William out….

You
You are a flower
It is you i admire
It is you desire.

I
I am light
For love i will fight
I may be out of sight
But my love is surely bright.

You
You said he’s just a friend
That your love’s mine till the end
But you left my heart broken
Like a wound bleeding out open.

I
I was so foolish
Your love my fetish
I don’t know why i fell
Down to this abyss of hell.

Here i am
Take my heart
As we tear apart
From one lover to another
Heart breaking further and further.

Thanks for joining me!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton